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Pariwartan – Kutumba

Today marks my first full year of everyday music-blogging for musicpervs.

With little or no supporters at all, I am very much happy with the results of this unbelievably tiresome yet mindful journey.

Noteworthy —

those sleepless nights,

the internet subscription hustles of many 11PMs,

those blank pages, blank ink, blank mind moments,

a promise,

the commitment to keep,

sweat, and the perseverance stories,

the discipline to perpetuate, the incommodious, torturing, tormenting chronologies,

yes, all noteworthy.

 

Despite, the desire to quit every single day (yes, despite what the hell am I doing algia!) — seeing, feeling not anybody really giving a shit about what I put online was genuinely heartbreaking … but awakened, now I can say, I am happy, finally, that I didn’t quit.

 

Lastly, decisively, signing off for some time now.

   परिवर्तन को लागि ।  

Until _______

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Water Ripples – Enno Aare

i write,

because these weighing pain needed a way out,

because my happiness requested for its lasting footprint,

because my raving anger demanded a noble fix,

because this broken heart pleaded

the golden Kintsukuroi,

a deserved romance,

the forever love.

 

but,

most of all,

i kept writing

because I’d promised to save myself first.

 

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Fallen So Young – Declan Donovan

 

maybe you had to go through shit storm after shits storms,

in order to be able to appreciate this life and its damn alleys.

As someone once wisely said, “the light always returns…”

at some point in life,

we definitely arrive home.

meanwhile,

enjoy life.

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Flaws – Vancouver Sleep Clinic

 

she understands.

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All That Remains – VVE

D^ear 2017,

I get it — I am raw and shamelessly unprepared for things ahead in life; which is okay.

I realize that I am not perfect — not even close. I am just super awesome (intended exaggeration).

I know I may not have a second chance in life; that ‘now‘ is all i have. Sure thing, time and how you spend it is the real deal here.

I am aware that sooner or later I leave everything, everyone else behind.

 

I acknowledge that with so much and so many things around, life will never be easy.

I embrace the fact that my beloved sadness is but a temporary friend.

Behold beauty,

I accept I am free.

I see what I need.

I understand what I can cede,

bequeath.

 

And thank you, thank you very much for flowers and the rain, winds and the warmth, winter and the perspectives.

… the year is ending, dear 2017.

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Cocaine – Bebe

One day,

two days,

three days.

Forty.

p.s. song courtesy
bishow shrestha.

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Starlight (Acoustic Version) – Jai Wolf

he said,

an incomplete isn’t imperfect.

the faces aren’t the real faces,

these moving objectivity but a deafening illusion,

the rights and wrongs all, bittersweet cherries.

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Blackbird – Beeches

She,

She made my heart beat again; the language of love.

She made my life colorful again, jazzy and sassy.

 

He,

He kept holding my hand even when he knew I had nothing to give to him but my awful self.

He took all the pain away, fixed my broken life and gave me his, his whole lovely self.

 

He loved me even when he knew I had lost everything in life.

She loved him like no one else.

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Perfect Symphony (with Andrea Bocelli) – Ed Sheeran

whenever should you close your eyes,

I shall be there.

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