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Thank you

Published April 22, 2021 By Bijay Shrestha

I don’t want million eyeballs, and a bizillion validations to my art, but honestly only few minutes from your priceless life!

~Author

Yabesh Thapa – Laakhau Hajarau

There are not many.

There are only plenty few who’d wait for ‘Musicpervs’ every week.

But I tell you what,

there are enough of us to keep it going for forever for as long as I am here.

And so today, I want to:

Thank you — for being my fuel and the furniture.

Thank you — for keeping me grinded and grounded.

Thank you — for bearing with my swearing and sweats.

Thank you my inspirations!

Namaste.

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Pluviophilitious

Published April 16, 2021 By Bijay Shrestha

If she’s your ass-guarder, she most certainly deserves your attention, your affection, your respect and your full life!

~ Author

Paravi Das — Cloud 9

It rained for so long today.

The day was mostly darn dark.

It was for-sure calling for a nostalgic, lo-fi vibe.

It was pluviophilitious.

I was in constant text with her.

But I was also constantly thinking about us.

Our future, specifically.

… thinking, one of us has to leave early as we age (if lucky we get to leave together!).

I tell you, it freaking sends chills down the spine thinking of not having her beside me.

Fuck!

I tell you, there’s no life without her!

Namaste.

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Lovenniversary

Published April 8, 2021 By Bijay Shrestha

It all started from the sound of a coffee vending machine and a girl with a curly hair. ~Author

Shawn Mendes – There’s Nothing Holdin’ Me Back

Dear SV,

With due respect and hands-down, it’s my heartfelt privilege to wish us both on our Second Lovenniversary bud!

Ho, hey!

Just looking back on our past inventories, it’s been two years already —

of this crazy, holy ride with you,…,

of us trekking life’s inevitable peaks and valleys, and still striding strong,

of this top secret relationship,

of Netflix parties and web-series,

of mo:mos, and pizza dates,

and so many beautiful good mornings, good nights and the in-betweens.

Again, turning pages, it’s been two years

of ass-cracking and profane telegram GIFs,

of you bearing with my disgusting swearing over texts.

of you constantly having backed up my lazy ass,

of not to miss — your such many worth-for-every-dime restaurants treats,

and most importantly — your selfless, serious-for-fucking-real ‘Friendship’.

And, yeah it’s been two years already —

of constantly irritating you and pissing your butt-off,

of being together — although mostly on hide-and-seek mode,

of getting to know each other inside, out and backwards,

of bracing the storms together and looking after one another,

of making frequent trips to Bhat Bhateni,

of your unpredictable Kindness,

of your beautiful Sexy-ness,

and most importantly — of our countless bittersweet stories in one frame, and of course, our Two Lives in One Thread!

Can’t wait to marry you and wake up next to you!

p.s. I foooooooking love you bruhhhhh.

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Fresh road

Published April 1, 2021 By Bijay Shrestha

Your mind will take the shape of what you frequently hold in thought, for the human spirit is colored by such impressions.

~ Marcus Aurelius

Dream Chaser – Joey Kidney

This is not rocket science.

You don’t have to ask a terminal patient what it’s like to be able to go through a normal day — merely breathing easy with their lungs, stealing smiles, feeling painless, and cherish and celebrate every single day of their remaining days; and at the same time also having to go through fear that — any one moment could be the end of their chapter.

Please take a moment and re-read what I just wrote above and please don’t rush there.

My grand mother who passed away 6 months ago opened me to this remarkable, starling realization without saying a word.

That to me ‘Memento Mori’ will always be of significant utility than ‘Carpe diem!’ aphorism.

To say the least —

I cannot emphasize enough that everyday’s a fresh road.

That yesterday ended and will never be the same way again.

That today will forever be the most important day of our entire one full life.

That we are ephemeral beings and so are our problems.

That, death is inevitable.

That nothing in life presented to you is not fresh.

Namaste.

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To all my Ex-es

Published March 25, 2021 By Bijay Shrestha

Unrequited love is the infinite curse of a lonely heart. ~ Anonymous

Dennis Lloyd – NEVERMIND

To all my Ex-es,

My girlfriend name calls you and teases me.

Thank you for the memories.

Thank you for giving up on me.

Wish you all — a lifetime of blissful joy and lifelong fullfilment.

Namaste.

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Nothing to give.

Published March 18, 2021 By Bijay Shrestha

At times it’s okay if you do yourself a favor and don’t be too damn serious.

~Musicpervs

Nindaraan Diyaan – Blackmail

I’m certain there are few of you who wait for a week for a freshly pressed Musicpervs.

But this time my friend, I’ve nothing to give as well as offer with grace..

Nights.

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What do you want to do with this one precious life?

Published March 11, 2021 By Bijay Shrestha

Live immediately!

~ Seneca

Maple Whiskey – James Spaite

Friends.

All that matters is that you are here.

All well.

All put together.

Able to breathe.

Able to walk, talk, see, taste.

Able to feel your heartbeats and the skins of your skin.

Able!

And,

all you must know is that life is not without ends.

That our birth in-and-itself is a death sentence.

That the fire will eventually extinguish!

That no matter your instagram is full of glary and flary shits but the truth is celebrations drains and depletes over time! All the time.

That life will inevitably suck at different point-in-time.

That today is important for the rest of our life.

And,

one simple, profound,  question that saves me from

all the misfortunes and miseries,

worries and weird twists,

fears and losses,

painful past and the uncertain future is — 

What do you want to do with this one precious life?

Namaste.

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She is my Her

Published March 4, 2021 By Bijay Shrestha

Bro, don’t lose her. ~ Musicpervs.

Musicpervs March 2021

Few housekeeping from last week:

I was close to losing a ‘Memento Mori’ medallion. In fact I had already given up the hope of finding it but as it turns out it found me. Again!

I almost passed out at my workplace. Reason: unknown. Prospective suspects: Might be because of exhaustion. Might be the stress. Might be because of poor eating habits. Might be because of lack of sleep.

New book on my wishlist: The Beginning of Infinity by David Deutsch.

Looping podcast:

  • Finding happiness amid the ordinary collisions of life. Link here.
  • Robert Greene on How Lack of Emotional Control Will Ruin You | Conversations with To‪m. Link here.

Books I’m reading:

Apparently shuffling between 12 Rules of Life by Jordan B Peterson. The obstacle is the way by Ryan Holiday and Atomic Habits by James Clear.

Heart melting and thought provoking web-series ( that I’m currently watching with my girlfriend):

Please find attached. Link here.

Favorite quote for the week:

Neil Strauss, “When cleaning a room, it often gets messy before it gets orderly. The same is often true for cleaning your mind. So be patient and persevere with your own journey. “The only way out is through”.

Question I’m pondering over:

What do I actually want?

I’ve admitted this for I can’t recall how many times but for sure — she’s my Her — that I had forever been searching for.

No lies. She makes me feel like I’m the start and I’m the end of her. 

No lies: It’s all about, all the love and all the feels and all these ephemeral precious moments we expend together.

I only wish I can reciprocate a fraction of what she does for me.

For, she has never failed to amaze me with her pure love and grace. 

For, she has always been there for me even when I’m not with myself.

Hands-down. She is my Her.

She’s my prayer.

Namaste.

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What do you need in life?

Published February 25, 2021 By Bijay Shrestha

“It is during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light.” –Aristotle

No air – Lúc

Question: What do you need in life?

Perhaps,

Kindness.

The Drive.

Unconditional love and acceptance.

Real Friendship.

Maybe,

True joy.

The positive vibes.

Genuine curosity.

A quiet mind.

Healthy health.

A Calm Tummy, and most importantly

Peaceful Sleep

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