Today’s mighty oak is just yesterday’s nut, that held its ground.
David Icke
I had forgotten I had to show up for musicpervs today. It’s almost 10 past 15pm. Normally I sleep at 9:30pm because i had to wake up at 4:45AM every weekdays.
This evening I had almost two hours long conversation with my uncle who I’ve not had a word for a long, long time. My eyes are yearning to shut themselves off as i type these lines in a pitch dark room, but I know I had to show up.
I wanted to write about meaning of happiness.
I wanted to write about living cheerfully in a mundane, routined life.
I wanted to write about potatoshrestha, and why someone who’s trying to avoid social media is posting just about every little thing that goes in, out and around him.
I wanted to write about why it is important to be mindfully aware about the passing time and the opportunity cost.
I wanted to write about why I will never be perfect but perhaps grind my teeth to be the better version of me than i was yesterday.
I wanted to write about how I deal with my own anxious self.
I wanted to write about why not every what has to have why.
I wanted to write about why it is important to learn to do nothing.
I wanted to write about why it is so important to show up even if it means doing nothing.
Tired eyes.
Uninvited persistent cough
Brain-full of foolishness, dreams & ambitions.
Heart-full of gratitude.
Namaste.