Family is all I‘ll ever have and need. ~ Ed Sheehan
These couple of months, I have not been able to talk to my family as frequently and as normally as I used to. Sometimes, especially whenever I am alone (mostly exhausted, mostly stressed and mostly sleepless); the thought of not keeping up with mum, dad, brother, sister, and including people I give a shit about — eats me up.
However, a question. What is important? Also follows.
It saves me from the blue pill of regret or FOMO in general.
One of my mentor, Dr. Jordan Peterson, says,
The purpose of life is finding the largest
burden that you can bear and bearing it.
I am trying my best to walk on this path.
However.
Contrarily,
I lost emé (my grandmother) a year ago. She was family, and the pain of her loss is still here with me. As I write. As I think trying not to think. This pain will always be with me. She will forever be my fresh wound!
Consider this my self-cry :-
I want to enjoy my family.
I want to spend as much of my time and energy with people that matter to me. People that are my family.
Namaste.